aku rindu dye

1st time dlm hidp aq, aq rs kecewe gile2 thp aq pon x tau....
ms tu pe yg aq tau, aq nk nangis puas2.
ayat yg aq x ley lupe ble dye ckp kat aq..
" shikin rs sy ptt x trime dye lbh dr swng kwn?.."
pehhh.....gile menusuk kalbu btl...
tp aq diam jer...

"lau C rs C ske kat dye, C trme je dye..lg pon dye baik..kwn lm C..n C pon dh lm knl dye kan?.."
ms tu sblh2nye aq thn sore aq spy x kasi dye dgr aq nangis...
aq rs cm nk off jer phone...
aq rs cm nk jert je..."nape wat aq cm ni...pe motif kau rapat ngn aq!!"
pdh sgt time tu...
dye ley tny aq cm tu...
bes tu aq ni sape dlm hdp dye?...
kwn?...kwn bek?..adik?...huh...
ms tu aq tau sumenyer.....
yg aq ni juz kwn bek dye jer...
x pnh lbh dr tu...
smpainye ati dye...

tp sblm dye contct blk ngn S...
hr2 dye kol aq..hr2 dye msj aq...
dye take care gilr psl aq...
smpai aq rs cm aq ni pntng sgt dlm hdp dye...
pe yg kowng rs biler swng llk kol n msj ko tiap2 ae?
take care psl kwng giler2 nyer r...
hahahah

tp sume tu , kepura-puraan jer....
hmpr sbln aq moody ngn dye...
aq trse ngn dye...
aq x nk hbngn aq rpt blk cm dl,
ms tu aq nk buang rs syng aq kat dye..
biar la aq x brhbng lngsng ngn dye pon aq x ksh...
aq mmg dh x ksh lngsng time 2...


bl aq blk kj jer...dye trs kol aq...
wat per lg dye nk kol aq?
aq x phm...
dye x pat rs ker yg aq mmg syg kat dye...
dye x ley rs ke prbhn aq kat dye lps dye citer sume tu kat aq?...
nth ler...
aq hrp kowng bhgia smpai akhir hyt kowng...
amiin...

arwah syed amir x pnh wat aq cm tu....
dye lah llk yg mle2 ubh hdp aq...
aq dl x ske kwn ngn llk...
aq bnci llk...
aq x ske pkai bj kurung...
sng cite aq ni skt lbh kuang cm llk gak la..hahah
tp skng...aq dh pndai mlram...heheh
aq rindu dye..
rndu sgt2...
tp dye x de...

tp dye x pnh ksh..
dye still nk kwn ngn aq..
aq pon x tau la npe...
aq x suke dye...
aq sllu mrh dye lau dye sbk2 nk kwn ngn aq...
tp dye x pnh pts ase...
smpai 1 ae tu aq ley brk2 ngn dye...

ktowng tkr no fon...
rpnyer dye bek sgt...
dye sllu tgr aq lau aq wat slh..tp ngn cr bek la...
smpai la ktowng couple..
2 thn...
aq syg dye..sgt2...
tp ALLAH lbh syg kan dye...
accident kat peneng...
aq ngh exam akhir sem 2...
last paper...

"shikin, amir accident..sbr ye nk...dye dh x de"...
ms tu aq terngt psnn trakhr dye..

"jgn tggl solat"
"ingt ibu ayah"
"bljr rjin2"
"sy nk awk jd nurse yg brjye"
"sy suke tgk awk pakai uniform, sesuai sgt ngn awk"

aq x thn ms tu....time tu jg aq nangis...
dye x de...
x de lg nk nshtkan aq, nk mrh kan aq...nk gurau ngn aq...
smpai bile2 aq x kan pnh jmpe n dgr suare dye lg...

"jg dri baik2"
"ingt psn sy, jgn pnh bnci kan llk dsbbkan ms silam awk.."
"lau sy prgi nnt, sy nk awk engt, sy sygkan awk..smpai sy mati"
"sy sgtkan awk bkn sbb rupe @ harte..tp sy sygkan awk sbb dr awk n sbb ALLAH..."

n now......
dye tgglkan aq swng2
tp aq caye dye mmg sygkan aq..
bktinye...dye x pnh sntuh aq...
dye x pnh bwk aq kuar tnpe izin parents aq..
n dye sllu mrh lau aq lengahkan solat....

amir...sy syg awk jg..
sy x pnh lupe titipkan doa untk awk..
sbb awk sy kat sini..
tmpt dmn spttnye sy brde...
terime ksh amir...
sy syg awk...
smoge awk aman disn..

al-fatihah...